No, No, No

 Image result for no no no

more MANDATORY overtime.

We got an email telling that that mandatory OT was not in effect any more.  I guess they figured out that all these hours they are gonna have to pay staff by not letting them know they shouldn't have been working 9 hours days, leads me to believe that they now want to control people's weekends and ask that you can only get OT if you weekend hours ...

I can hear it now ... "due to the volume we have on Friday we are asking for OT on the weekend" ... its not like the workload isn't there for people to work 9 hour days through the week with late files everywhere ... they just want to screw up your weekends!!!!


The Voice ....

 who watches this show?  its interesting to watch the live auditions..

Image result

quite a diverse group of mentors...Miley Cyrus, Alicia Keyes, Blake Shelton and Adam Levine...

winner gets a million bucks! :)

Ugh...

 Image result for headache cartoon 

Sometime in the night I developed a headache that kept nagging at me, causing me half awake to be restless, tossing and turning, I figured if I just fell back asleep the headache would go away, but I ended up having to get up at 3:30 or 4 AM to hit the ibuprofen...not sure the ibuprofen did its job or just being exhausted I conked out.  
but like a reoccurring nightmare...
its back....  

just shoot me. :(



48 hours

was on tonight and all about teens and social media ... and how predators lure them out.  Sadly a 13 year old girl ended up dead ... another 15 year old groomed and lured by a 30 year old man who she met several times and who raped her in the name of love, he knew she was only 15.  Its downright scary how easy it is to fake a profile and start talking to young girls ... far too many young teen girls base their self-esteem on how many likes on their posts of pics they get; their life becomes centered around their online activities and real life and family relationships fall by the wayside.  The documentary was titled, Stranger Danger... it sent chills up my spine ... because I realize that my own granddaughter was spending way too much time online probably chatting with guys she didn't know too.  Just recently some guy sent her an X-rated picture and I immediately told him straight up that he was messaging a 14 year old and that I was reporting him, promptly followed by a block.  I had her passwords and every message she got from Facebook came to my phone.  I did my best to monitor and block sites by using parental controls and people off her Facebook, but even with monitoring sneaky teens find a way to avoid parental scrutiny.  Nothing is foolproof especially online, and sadly could result in devastating consequences.  

OMG ... Brad and Angelina...



Image result for shocked face

since when is a divorce newsworthy of all this media attention...nuts! and seriously who cares....

on the workfront today, it was issue after issue regarding the system ... I guess it blew a fuse!  So, it was frustrating starting with my shift at 7 AM ... at one point we couldn't even log into our programs for nearly an hour! if we were lucky enough to login, it then was slow as molasses to open a document, upload a document ... at one point Admin quit working ... for f**ks sakes...

but its over  ... damn it ... till tomorrow ...

I need a little Sunday Morning on a Friday night ..

what day is it, and in what year ...


 Image result for typing
The days have kind of blurred together this week ... On Tuesday I thought it was Wednesday, and when I heard the garbage truck I figured out it was Thursday ... like clockwork at around 8 AM you can hear the garbage truck outside which reminds me that I could have taken that bag out that was nearly full but...I'm always a day late and a dollar short!

anyway, tomorrow is Friday, and the weekend is near;  (a sarcastic yay) cause it really means nothing ... its probably going to be more OT this weekend and back to mandatory 1 hour overtime everyday FOREVER!.

I need a massage, my upper back shoulders and neck are just screaming at me ... ugh! I might have to hunt for something a little stronger than an aspirin ... yep, I only worked 10 hours today ... and according to one of my friends, I've got a bruise on my neck that just appeared there ... geeze... she told me it looked like a hickey ... haha I just laughed.  fat chance of that!


In The Psyche Ward today...

...  a female in her mid 50s ... polo shirt and i think he said very tight leopard skinned capris with a sun visor on her head, clean and neat who presented for a psychiatric evaluation for disability.  Interviewer said when she walked in his office she began to cry for no particular reason.  Staff she was whining out in the waiting room wanting her daughter to go into the interview with her but of course the preference of her being interviewed alone was told to her.  Says she was very difficult to interview and he believes that it was a passive aggressive attempt to provide retribution by not allowing her daughter to come back with her, although when he confronted her with his supposition she emphatically denied it.

However on mental status exam, she presented as whiny, melodramatic mood and initially sat and just stared, without providing him any information to his questions; extremely concrete, inattentive, and he had to challenge her 4 different times to respond appropriately to questions.  When he asked her what type of mood she was in, she stared back with a puzzled face saying "what do you mean?"  This was her answer to most every question he posed to her.   Her speech at times was incoherent, oppositional and vague ... extremely unusual and inconsistent.  when asked to count backwards from 20 down to 1, spell the word "dog" or "boat" she stared blankly didn't respond and he believed she was just angry and refusing to respond appropriately like when he asked her the color of the table they were sitting at she said, "what color?" ...

Who goes to apply for disability and acts like that?

At the end of his report he concluded that he could not tell if she was passively aggessively angry and opositional and resistant, or whether she was suffering from dementia or some type of organicity.  He got the feeling that there was lack of motivation to not be truly forthcoming but he couldn't be sure.  He did not have any records from the disability office as to any medical reports and/or psychological reports about her history, daughter did not want to be interviewed, so therefore he told the disability office that perhaps they'd want another interviewer to give it a go...

a strange little bird she was.

You mean its not Wednesday?

 Image result for blah blah blah

LOL...  I  hit the bed yesterday at 4 PM and the phone woke me at 8...

I could have sworn it was Wednesday today...but blah blah...

blah ... blah...blah..blah...

another day of feeling exhausted even after all that sleep ...

I am feeling the season change  ... my body clock is just off ... its back to getting darker earlier  :(