welcoming a new soul...

 


into our lives ... a sweet baby girl on Tuesday!  Tomorrow is 40 weeks gestation and Tuesday is scheduled induction if the baby doesn't come before then.  I can't wait to meet her. I got her crib bed all fixed up and ready to go!  

Her mother was my little angel so many years ago...a miracle she even came into this world due to the fact that my cervix could have ruptured at any time, paper thin and see-through said my doctor who was amazed she was carried to term.  We didn't know this, nor did the doctor, until he went into do the cesarean section.  I definitely know that my guardian angel watches out for me, always has, and that even though some things happen without rhyme or reason, it was meant to be.  I truly believe that our loved ones are still with us and watching and guiding us from the other side in spirit after their physical bodies are no more.

I remember a few months back when daughter was worrying about whether she could mother and where her life was headed, she was visibly upset and told me that her grandmother came to visit her, in her dream, she said it was all too real, that her grandmother told her that everything would be all right, and that she would have a beautiful little girl.  This was long before we could find out the sex of this baby, but rest assured that this little soul is being held by her family in spirit, and before long she will be revealed to all of us here in the physical world.  Bobbi lost her grandmother whom she was very close to, at a young tender age of 8 years old.  I tell Bobbi that her grandmother is still with her, will always watch over and protect her, just like she will be watching over this little soul. 

I do expect to be with my daughter for the blessed event, and while you may not hear from me for a little while, I'll be busy reassuring a first-time mom that she is doing a gr8 job and cuddling a sweet little baby girl.