where did the weekend go?

time sure flies whether you are laying on your duff or up running around. Sunday evenings always come too soon and Mondays and back to the grind is just beyond the horizon. I didn't accomplish much this weekend. I have to say outside of doing a couple of laundry loads and dishes, I laid around watching Netflix. Finished the Godless series that was good and now I'm watching Peaky Blinders, its pretty good. Seen it? if not, here's a review...its not new, but I haven't seen it.

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Thomas Shelby (Cillian Murphy) rides into the opening of the Netflix Original Series Peaky Blinders (2013-?) on horseback. He is the protagonist, hero, and villain of this tale. The unofficial head of a criminal family who likes to cultivate a Stoic image, with a suggestion of Robin Hood, which the impoverished folk of 1919 Birmingham, England seem to admire and fear. Thomas’ gang, the Peaky Blinders, run this section of town – offering “protection” to those with the means to pay and keeping a kind of order – but Thomas wants more.

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Enter our antagonist, Inspector Chester Campbell (Sam Neill), riding to his new assignment in a train. He is the no-nonsense copper transferred from the fight against the IRA in Belfast to this English slum on a special mission to recover a shipment of weapons that have gone missing. Neill plays a good prick, the kind of self-righteous establishment man who gives the establishment a bad name, just as Murphy plays a solid bad-boy (the kind that women want to imagine themselves with because they know they shouldn’t and men want to be but know they don’t have what it take). There is a cliche and predictable quality to Peaky Blinders that is a bit off-putting. From Thomas’ childhood friend, Freddie Thorne (Iddo Goldberg), who saved his life during The Great War (aka, World War I) to the attractive and mysterious bar maiden, Grace Burgess (Annabelle Wallis), who is really an undercover police agent, the term, “formulaic” comes to mind again and again.

Freddie has become a communist since they returned from the front and he is secretly sleeping with Thomas’ sister Ada (Sophie Rundle), while causing trouble with local workers. He comes right out and says that Thomas will probably have to kill him someday and it makes you wonder, “How many episodes until that happens?” Meanwhile, Grace, despite her mission to help find the missing weapons, clearly likes Thomas. You can almost picture the meeting where the show was pitched, “We’ll have a love interest, who he can’t get with, because she’s really a cop; a bad cop that you’ll love to hate; good criminals, who you’ll root for in spite of their crimes; and a communist boyhood friend. It’s 1919, they just had the Russian Revolution, we’ve got to have a communist. They even throw in a young Winston Churchill (Andy Nyman) and a wise old Aunt Polly (Helen McCrory) who tries to control Thomas but ends up falling for his charm, and there will be PTSD nightmare that keep Thomas awake at night.” There’s nothing subtle and little that feels original about it.

Now, on the other hand, the show has its good qualities. As a period piece it is very believable looking and the acting is good. Cliche as they might be, it’s hard not to care about the characters, at least some of them, and it’s really hard not to root for Thomas. The one unusual aspect to Peaky Blinders is the music, which you will probably love, or find it very off-putting, depending on your tastes. The production is trying to be a hip, twenty-first century show, and opening song, “Red right hand,” by Nick Cave, along with several other hard-hitting, fast past numbers from other cool artists, makes it clear that this is not a faithful depiction of the time in which it pretends to take place.

All in all, Peaky Blinders is worth a peek and once you’re inside you probably won’t want to leave.

Yep, once you start it you'll have to finish it...just like Godless! :)

Starlings...

Wow this video is incredible! watching and hearing these starlings... just fascinating!


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The art of flying is a short film about “murmurations”: the mysterious flights of the Common Starling. It is still unknown how the thousands of birds are able to fly in such dense swarms without colliding. Every night the starlings gather at dusk to perform their stunning air show. Because of the relatively warm winter of 2014/2015, the starlings stayed in the Netherlands instead of migrating southwards. This gave filmmaker Jan van IJken the opportunity to film one of the most spectacular and amazing natural phenomena on earth.
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some days its harder than others to feel alone ... its so quiet here I could hear a pin drop ... even the cat is nowhere around and she slept with me half the afternoon! I thought I had plans today with someone but that obviously fell through without even so much as a phone call.  Makes me wonder if some emergency came up but that doesn't excuse bad manners, does it?

... just my imagination...

Happy Turkey Day

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tomorrow ya'll ... ! Enjoy the holiday while some of us poor souls have to work.  :((

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from daughter says OMG!..and a picture of the plus sign.  

We were just talking about this yesterday how she hadn't had a period for a couple of months and I kidded that she might be pregnant again...but wasN't too concerned since she was always irregular with female cycles ... however we both agreed that hubby should go ahead and get the procedure (vasectomy) done so she wouldn't have too...much less complications.  It appears she is highly contagious to sperm! haha! and she just had a baby in July! for criteys sakes! I am not sure he even knows yet.  She is struggling with the idea of another mouth to feed.  :(  I totally get that but I also know that she would never abort.

 I guess I am going to be a grandmother of 6 instead of 5!
this is our littliest angel, Ava Elizabeth!



OMG ... I am so stressed out...


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If its not work its personal ...

While I know that this too shall pass...I am at my weakest and most vulnerable state right now.

I want to drink and smoke, and burn this fuckin' house down ... coz at this point I might lose it anyway--

and this "do everything perfect or else" bullshit job? My boss and her boss are hot and heavy on all the QAAs (quality assurance associates) asses!! My boss tells me that the clients are sending such nasty derogatory emails regarding errors found on their reports to upper management and now upper management wants blood she says...and QAA heads are gonna roll.  My boss is having to call QAAs everyday over errors to include Yours Truly...and constantly sending reminder emails to do this and don't do that ... can't you read the instructions??  I find the instructions are vague regarding some things needed to adequately process a document, and the QAA'ing process of going back and forth to pull the instructions from a website for the different accounts, not to mention pulling MT instructions too, and consulting a 100% excel worksheet (after logging into smartsheet, another site we have to go into) to see whose a full proof dictator and another sheet to find out whose a full proof MT...yeah...it takes a damn minute or two or fuckin' 20 ... the whole setup is not user friendly to the QAAs.

I was being cited for errors on a report when the only way I would know the transcriptionist put in headings that were not dictated was to do a full proof (i.e., voice file to document) but this MT was not a full proof MT.  Her document came to QA to check demographic information (pt name, DOS, etc) only and address blanks if any.  I found that absolutely ridiculous to hold Yours Truly accountable and I let my boss know pronto to which she agreed.

for criteys sakes ... its giving all us QAAs anxiety since they also expect us to meet a impossible production quota too which means QAAs could overlook stuff for the sake of getting a certain # of reports everyday (80) or every hour (10).  I am lucky to get 40 in a day and that's a good production day.  Nobody is making that quota.  It is a double-edged sword.  Morale is at an all-time low.  I don't fixate on how many reports I can do in an hour or in a day cause I don't give a big fat fuck.  Fire me! At least I'll draw unemployment and be less stressed ...  however I might have to find an insulated box since I won't be able to make mortgage payments!  Anybody got a spare room?! 

Yep, you can stick this job where the sun don't fuckin' shine too! I've had my limit today!

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hahaha! I didn't even eat one piece of candy!  In my neighborhood, trust me, it would take a shitpot of candy to treat all the tricksters that pass my house on their way to Central Park where they have a safer Halloween giveaway of candy via the businesses in the area and local church groups who gather there...

The first few Halloweens I lived here, I bought tons of candy and gave it all away within an hour's time! oops...but as my finances have dwindled over the last few years, I have stopped treating on Halloween. 

Its not even fair for the kids anymore to just wait in line and go around a big square in central park to have somebody throw candy in their bags... They miss out on the door-to-door fun and staying out past the hour and half they impose as a restriction.  Heck...we used to run amuck until way past bedtime! Mom and Dad didn't care, in fact, they'd help us eat the candy! 

DNA

Who knew that doing a cheek swab inside could help with diagnoses and medications for psychiatric disorders? its been known for quite a while that DNA is invaluable as far as diagnosing the propensity for certain diseases even for your origin as far as race, and in the use of criminality.  Use of DNA for psychiatric purposes is rather new technology but proven to be effective, as I stated taken by swab analysis, called Genecept Assay.  It can help both those people who have battled a nonresponsive medical regimen and help those who are new to treatment determine in a more rapid and targeted fashion what medication and dosages is right for them, and possibly avoiding that rollercoaster ride of medication resistance or a plateau in symptom relief down the road.  Genetic testing addresses a variety of disorders apart from depression, anxiety, such as attention deficit, posttraumatic stress, schizophrenia, obsessive compulsive, autism, chronic pain and substance abuse.

I remember Isabella telling me that her new psychiatrist did this to her on Thursday this past week.  Results should be back in 3 to 5 days. Hopefully we can figure out what this kid needs.