Today I received news...


 


that my 2-1/2 year old grandson is deaf with limited hearing only in the right ear (100% deaf in the left ear) which daughter was told is equivalent to plugging up your own ears and then talking...he hears muffled speech...I don't know all the details ... we are just all trying to deal with the news.  I had suggested she seek advice because his speech was delayed and/or not understandable and with a sister nearly 4 and talking all the time, he should have picked up speech easily.  I suspected he needed speech therapy but come to find out he is deaf, which explains the speech issue.  She also told me that he also has staring spells, some type of seizures, and was seen in the ER a couple of times for them.  They are not treating him for seizures right now since he is so young.  I am trying to process the news, as we are all, and will begin to research after I get all the facts from daughter.  I told her not to worry, that we will deal with this as a family, and do what needs to be done.  Connor is such a sweet kid, always was quiet but all boy...rambunctious, has way too much energy! He is only still when he is sleeping... I call him 'my little buddy' ... at this age he has been reading lips more than likely.  Going to see a neuro-otologist to see if any hearing aid or cochlear implant may be on help in that one ear Oct 5th.  Whatever it takes for him to flourish, we will conquer it with him!

Monday, Monday...

Yesterday I binge-watched Neflix nearly all day...nothing else to do, it rained steadily all day. Monday comes and there is no work and so I sit here pondering life and all its crapshit.  I am tired of being by myself.  However, while I would love to have a significant other in my life, I have found that in personal relationships expectations are the death of happiness. It gets complicated, one or the other get disappointed, hurt, frustrated...so they just give up instead of fighting for the very thing they wanted most ... to truly feel loved by someone. I haven't felt that since ...

okay okay...

You got my attention...for whatever it means...

Yesterday, I too was empty at my QA hub and logged out at 7 hours and 55 minutes. 

That is 3 days in a row...I about shit my britches! 

Seriously...this is downright creepy. 

Makes me wonder if some foreboding event is about to unfold. 

OR

Perhaps I should make my way to the out of the way convenient store and pick a random lottery ticket. 

Stwange things are happenin'

Just how weird is it that for the last two days, at the near end of my workday,  I run 'out of jobs' at exactly 7 hours and 55 minutes ...lacking only like 5 minutes of having 8 hours in.

Must be a sign of something...kinda creepy

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...its also creepy that I have been waking up at exactly 4:20 in the morning and doze until the 6:30 alarm hits.

midnight already?

... and I should be in bed.  I'll get there in a few.  I did get an email from my boss today apologizing for her bitchiness Sunday when I called her over the work situation.  Yep, she was over the top, she knew it, just bad manners to do to those employees who already feel abused by this work situation and management's lack of giving a damn.  I'm over it.  As soon as I can find something comparable I'm outta there, unless of course they fire me first.  Probably be the best thing cause I'm gonna run my mouth and have my say and my boss knows it.  Today was a good production day, no complaints.  All I can say is TGIF.  Bring on the weekend! 


knew it was too good to be true...

Well-- I had steady work until 12:50, went to lunch, and then it was pretty much on and off for an hour and then fairly steady again.  Since Monday I've been down 55 minutes so I even got that done! Hopefully the next two days will be 8 hour days without having to sit 10 to get 8 in.  Stellar production today reaching close to 4500 lines (last time I looked).  Maybe my production per pay period won't be too bad.  :(


what is today? ... Wednesday?

 OMG, I sat down here at 7 AM and have not run out of work yet...

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shocker!!!!!!!!

just another 'fuck you' Monday...

back to the craziness. OUT OF WORK! seems to be a recurring theme. I worked half an hour and ran out of work already! geeze...this is going to be a long day. I was asked to fill in a 2 hour slot last night from 5 to 7, but then ran out of work before 6 making a call to my boss ... wasn't sure why she asked me to work when I was NOT pulling work. She got hot under the collar ... It didn't seem to matter to her that this was MY weekend time that I gave up to work these 2 hours to help cover, however I expected to have work, otherwise I make no money and feel like I've wasted my time.

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Its like our free time isn't valuable at all any more. They don't care if we have work or not. She was a total bitch. This place is getting on my last fu**in' nerve. Its all I can do not to tell her to take this job and shove it!!!!!! I so wished I could. I wished she had to work just 1 week and put up with what I have to do just to get in 40 hours and try to live on 3 and a 1/2 cents a line production, no hourly wage.  She wouldn't like it much.

So...great ... another week and this bullshit all over again. Its not like I am making any money this past week either seems like after being off on Labor Day.  This week is going to be a hustle just to get a decent paycheck.  How pathetic is it that vacation pay doesn't equate the money you can make if you work. I can't even take time off work and enjoy it because I lose money...even though I need time off from this crazy place. :((